Life is so fragile. Part 2.
It has been a really tramatising day for me. From the moment tht I received news abt Pat death, my mind has been twirling non stop.
I still can't believe and accept the fact that someone so cool, calm and intelligent like Pat could have done something like this. Its so unlike of wat he have protray to all his frens. I read thru his frenster testimonial and every single one of the entries state that Pat is a good listener. Pat is a good fren, great guy. Then why is it there wasn't anyone there for him when he needed one? Was life really so stressful for him that he had to end it this way?
I also read in the chinese newspaper reports stating that his mom is totally devestated when she see her son body. =( His mom was a nice lady, Her pineapple tart is fantastic. But now she have to go thru all this pain and suffering of not being abt to see Pat again.
Baoliang, do u realise how much you will be miss by all your loved ones? Do you realise the pain that you have bought to us? We all wish we had been more attentive toward you, showing and giving you more concern maybe you will realise that life is actually still wonderful despite the dirty and disgusting things we have to go thru at times.
All this that have happen left lots of thots in my mind, if only we had done more.. Things will have been different. If only.....
I gave phone calls to every single fren of mine in my phonebook today. Telling them that I love them all and I will be there for them whenever they need me. Never feel that they are alone in this world by themselves as they still have this little fren in me. I may not be an impt figure in their life, but I promised, no matter what it will take of me... I will be there just standing by all my frens as long as they need me.
Pls all take good care of yourself and bear in mind, when u r hurt, so is your family and frens.
I still can't believe and accept the fact that someone so cool, calm and intelligent like Pat could have done something like this. Its so unlike of wat he have protray to all his frens. I read thru his frenster testimonial and every single one of the entries state that Pat is a good listener. Pat is a good fren, great guy. Then why is it there wasn't anyone there for him when he needed one? Was life really so stressful for him that he had to end it this way?
I also read in the chinese newspaper reports stating that his mom is totally devestated when she see her son body. =( His mom was a nice lady, Her pineapple tart is fantastic. But now she have to go thru all this pain and suffering of not being abt to see Pat again.
Baoliang, do u realise how much you will be miss by all your loved ones? Do you realise the pain that you have bought to us? We all wish we had been more attentive toward you, showing and giving you more concern maybe you will realise that life is actually still wonderful despite the dirty and disgusting things we have to go thru at times.
All this that have happen left lots of thots in my mind, if only we had done more.. Things will have been different. If only.....
I gave phone calls to every single fren of mine in my phonebook today. Telling them that I love them all and I will be there for them whenever they need me. Never feel that they are alone in this world by themselves as they still have this little fren in me. I may not be an impt figure in their life, but I promised, no matter what it will take of me... I will be there just standing by all my frens as long as they need me.
Pls all take good care of yourself and bear in mind, when u r hurt, so is your family and frens.
posted by gROS at 11:25 pm
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