Monday, April 10, 2006

I hate you!!!

If you happen to be reading this, which I believe you will and you are.

Yes!! I hate you!!! You do weird things tht make my heart pump in an unnatural manner. One fine day, I am just going to drop dead because of you as my heart cannot take it anymore. U Murderer!!!

For whatever reason you have to why you do not wish to talk to me anymore yet still bother to I dunno for what farking reason, read my blog and act blur, I think you really sux!!!

You once mention tht I am eccentric and you sometimes have fear of me cos you just simply dunno when and what is my next cause of action. So since you have such bad impression of me, why even still bother to hang ard my life?

Sometimes, I wonder why we aren't talking to each other anymore and what is the reason tht is causing it. The few times when I actually take the initiative to text you a msg always end up as disappointment.

I never forget what you say to me, some things shld just be left as they are so that we are still friends. I agreed, and I also did tht so why must are you ignoring me? Cause you really have nothing to talk to me abt?

But do you know, after all tht have happen. I still want to tok to you. I still hope to know how things going in your life. Do you have someone to eat lunch, dinner and supper with you? Are you still having buang hair style and wear weird colour combi clothes for work?

All I hope is just want to be a friend in your life. At least I know how things are doing for you and still able to buy you nice clothes whenever I go overseas.

Time will heal all wound, provided I want the wound to heal. Everytime I tell myself its time to get up, I realise something abt you which make me fall off again. If you want me to be out of your life, it better be a total clean cut one. Dun leave the bits and pieces of traces ard which make me ponder over them again.

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