ROS is still ROS

Wow... Its almost 1 mth since I last updated anything here. Wat has I been doing sia.. Well... I am still as no life as before.. like what dearest Hen-pecked Vincent will also say me...

Haiz.. Life was never the same ever since I started working at my current company. Things which I had to go thru.. The kind of "humans" which I had to face and talk to. It just simply affirmed that my concept of this world is a beautiful world is all wrong.

Yes.. I was proven many a times that my concept of this world is originally a nice place where as long as you are sincere and nice to others, others will be nice and sincere to you. It doesn't matter if you have flaws cos others will weigh you base on your strength. Bullshit!!! Haiz.. =(

Ya... Ya... Ros have stupid ideas abt her beautiful world which always make people luff their head off, telling her that she is just damm farking stubborn and like to live in the world of her own. But seriously, who don't?? I never once deny that I am a Saint, But Ros will never change her mindset abt how she is going to behave for if tht ever changes 1 day... Ros will never be Ros...

Ros is busy now.. But Ros is still Ros... I still love and is always here for all those tht I loved.. Pls all of you.. While I am trying hard to find out why am I working so hard for.. Pls take good care of yourself while I try to seek more of myself K? I promise I will be strong.. So dun worry for me cos if I know.. I cannot concentrate.

Working hard for the money?? Or working hard to get my deserve credit??? Am I pushing myself too much. =(

Ros seeking out for reality