No Wonder he...

I wonder why he hates me so much at times after all that we have done and gone thru together.

Is it becos I will never admit that he is very impt to me?

Or cos I smoke non-stop even though I know he dislike it?

Is it becos I will often pissed him off by being nice to every other guy but him?

Or simply becos I can never give him the kind of security he is hoping from me?

I wish he is still ard me at times, his gentle scolding often reminds and bring me back to reality when my head get too big for my own good.
I miss his quiet but sure presence whenever I feel down.
The ice-cream special which he will bring me to have when I feel down.

When fate ends but feeling still ard...
I think I miss him....

I wonder if he is happy now... I wonder if he think of me like I think of him now...
I'm sorry... but i dunno what I want and I dunno if I can provide.
Sorry....