Spotty go home liao lor!

My days of dog sitting is over.
Spotty the dog has went home lor.

Nevermind the mess he did at home, scratches and bites he left on me and lorri. Tht doggy is a gem.
:)

Ever since Lucky left me, I never really got to close or attached to another dog beside helping out at acres once in a while and hang out with the doggies there.

There is always this sharp pain when I look at other dogs and think of lucky. Not able to commit and give to anything else.

Is tht how I am behaving all this while?

Today I made a someone angry becos I put his aeroplane again. I dun really mean it but I just can't help it. As much as I would like to b extra nice to him, there is just this something in me which tell me, not to commit too much.

Too scared to try anything.
Running away from reality.

Ros dunno what to do.