Up... Down... Up.. Down...
I am like on a see-saw... with my emotions going up and down.
I am getting more and more paranoid now a days. One moment I feel happy, the next moment I feel horrible.
Trust is no longer there, thus I no longer feel secure. Feeling of insecurity is so strong, its over taking my usual self.
I really hope I can share with someone who will listen, understand and calm me down with reasonable deduction.
I am in a lost and I need a beacon to guide me now.
I am getting more and more paranoid now a days. One moment I feel happy, the next moment I feel horrible.
Trust is no longer there, thus I no longer feel secure. Feeling of insecurity is so strong, its over taking my usual self.
I really hope I can share with someone who will listen, understand and calm me down with reasonable deduction.
I am in a lost and I need a beacon to guide me now.
posted by gROS at 1:13 pm
1 Comments:
I come to your blog by casualty, I dont speak English so good but I want to give U my few words. I read ur post and feel like I wrote it. Iknow this feeling, my world is changing quikly, my life is at the edge, a loved one is gone a little daughter is coming to life, all my existence is "trembling" and I hope to have enough strength to face it. Your words touch my soul .....by casuality?
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