Its the time of the mth as usual...

As you see from the title.

Its coming to tht time of the mth again.

PMS!!!

I ish feeling frustrated over the things happening at hm.

1. Mom
My mom is driving me crazy every other day with her nonsense.
a) Insist on cooking food which I do not like to eat.
b) Always waking me up Freaking early in the morning just to:
- Off her HP becos she forget and left it at hm. (I dunno does it matter that the HP is on or off??)
- Waking me up at 5am just becos the stupid Mac delivery guy deliver to the wrong place and still quarrel with me when I tell her why is she so stupid to even entertain the guy when she could have just turn him away.
c) Always doubting what I tell her and always rather believe in others when I have already told her the ans. Does she knows she is wasting my time?? Since she will doubt me, why dun she just ask others right at the beginging??
d) Spending all her hard-earned money on her precious son. And always complaining to her daughter that she is poor. I can never understand why there is always this difference in treatment. Does she ever realise, I am the one living with her now. I am the one who try my best to pick/send her up whenever I can. I am the one who get worried over every single shit thing abt her. And in return, all I get is more and more demands asking for this and that everytime.

2. Dad
Sometimes I dunno where my Dad spend his money. With the salary and the allowance which I give him every mth, he is a rich old man. But still every mth without fail, he will ask me for extra allowance. He just ask me to buy him a new wallet when I myself have been using my current wallet for years and I just simply can't bear to buy myself a new one. :(

3. My eldest Bro and his family.
My eldest Bro is a crap guy. Why do I say so?? Becos he screw up his farking life, dunno how to educated his farking kids and thus U see why his life is just crappy.
They are not rich and is on loan for freaking hell of a lot of things. Reno, travel, car, house, etc.
As his sister, I try my best to help his family in whichever way I can but hey Mr Robin. Doesn't mean I earn more than you mean I have to always chip in extra. U only have yourself to blame for all the nonsense that U r in now.
U are a complete failure, your son can't even pass PSLE becos u never coach him well. Pls stop shifting the blame onto others and expect others to help u instead.

I am all stressed up as I am typing this entry. Haiz.... Am i being too selfish and is not caring enough to my family??? Ronnie Kor Kor loves me a lot, he immediately bought me the boots for my hiking trip when I told him. He gets me this lucky charm to protect me while I am driving just becos I mention even though it cost super ex.

Haiz.. Irony of life. Dysfunctional Family.

I need to buy a new wallet for dad. Be more caring to mom. And be more lenient toward Rob.

Its all PMS fault cos... all the above mentioned are all small matter which I have been going thru for years. Haiz... but PMS just simply made it worse than usual.