Mother.. Mother...

Sometimes I really feel that either I am not considerate enough to my mom or that we just can't clink.

She is always complaining that I am not a good daughter. I often shout at her, and I am never nice to her.

Seriously, I do not know how to show to her that in actual fact she is the most impt person in my life.

She is never ever happy with what I do. She is always complaining about me. I really do not know what she wants me to do. Sometimes, I really feel sad that I can't communicate with her and have a healthy relationship with her.

I admit most of the time, I rather avoid her than face her cos i do not know how I should behave in front of her.

All of her words cut thru my heart deeply, so painful tears just flow down on it own. I do not like to cry but she will always make me cry the most.

And since I do not know how to treat her, isn't it better that I just stay behind her and just protect her instead of always head crashing with her instead right?

I do love her but I can never be the daughter she likes to have. Am I weird or am I just not good enough for her?

Mother, Mother... what should I do?