Wilful and confuse as usual.

As usual.. confused abt what I really want.

He is someone who is far within my reach. Smart, caring, gentle and all the other sweet things packed into one.

While he is a nuahster with a simply boh chap attitude toward life in general, yet brings me chocolate when I am down, appeared at my door step when I am wilful.

Choices seems very clear on which is my final decision but why am I feeling pain?

I once read a book, God create pain as a warning signal to warn us that something is not right.

So what is the meaning of this pain?