Oh No!!! Not Monday again!!!

I only managed to stop all the sad thots on friday. =(
And now on Sunday... The sad feeling in here again... Sigh...

I have been thinking of doing silly things for the entire week.... Not commit sucide la.. I dun do tht becos its wrong.. but if anyone willing to help bang me down.. I dun mind. =)

Haiz... Its very tough when your Big head tell u one thing and your heart tells you another. And I do not even have a small head to help me decide otherwise. (Damm... its so much easier being a guy at times.. :P)

Its just so hard to let go... I am so afraid that things will just fade off like tht... I am so afraid tht I will forget everything 1 day.

The feeling of looking forward then , is slowly but surely fading away day by day.... Shld I be happy or otherwise?

I really can't bear to let go... I dun want to, I can't bear to and I am not able to...

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your path straight. "